E aquela sensação de borboletas no estômago?

(pic modificada e texto adicionado por mim)

Repensar o passado.

Hoje estive a rever muitas das asneiras que fiz no passado e uma delas, apenas compreendi agora realmente porque é que a cometi:

-Que estúpida fui.

- Não foi estupidez, a isso se chama apaixonar-se pelo amor.

- O quê?

- Ele foi alguém que conheceste muito mal. Estiveste mas é apaixonada pela euforia que ele provocava em ti.

- Aquela euforia era a única coisa que me importava?

- Ele foi a chave para abrires o teu coração. Ser viciada no amor não te arruinará a vida ou a saúde mas tiveste de aprender a distinguir entre o objecto amoroso, ele neste caso, e a excitação de ter o coração aberto. O que te quero dizer é, se és capaz de amar muito, também vais sofrer muito.

O coração faz: Badump!

For some reason I feel nervous.

Up until yesterday I never got nervous.

His neat handwriting... His angular hand... His shoulders...

The glimpses of his eyes between the gasps in his fringe...

Every small thing stands out.

My heart is going "badump"...

Oh no, this is bad...

Whenever he makes my heart skip a beat - I just think: Not good. What should I do...

If I spend any more time alone with him, It'll definitely be bad. I won't be able to turn back.

-Why did you wait for me?

-Huh? I thought you had told me to. let's go home?

-No I didn't... but thanks.

If you do things like this, I can't help but fall in love with you.

If I'm going to feel like this, between the edge, then I don't want to fall in love with him.

... But still I want to be in love with him.

BUT...

At this point, I'd rather just have someone else decide for me.

- Hey I think I left something behind. I'm gonna get it so...

Say for example,that despite this, he stays on the train... I'll stop liking him.

But if he gets off, I'll continue liking him.

- Seriously? I see...

If he doesn't get off, I'll give up.

If he does get off, I won't give up.

If he doesn't get off, I'll give up.

If he does get off, I won't give up.

#The doors are soon closing#

If he doesn't get off...

GET OFF!!!

- So? Where'd you leave it? At school? Then let's go back shall we?

I'm such a liar.

- Sorry. I didn't forgot anything after all.

- WHAAAT?!?

Pretending to worry... about what to do next, when what I want is already obvious. 

I wished he'd get off. So there's my answer.

- What's wrong? Feeling sick?

And I already knew that in a situation like this, he would get off the train. 

I'm in love with him.

Não é por ser 2012 que a nossa vida muda...

...é apenas mais um ano onde nós temos a oportunidade de mudar. =)