Cut to change! 1st step

Sometimes I hate myself.

Sometimes I just need to explode.

This week it happened.

I exploded.

My head exploded.

My thoughts just kept telling me that I reached my limit.

No one can stand this for long.

I know I couldn't.

I'm not a machine that can suppress.

My worries just went on rampage and my fears were released.

I didn't had the time to stop it.

I needed it.

I didn't realized I was already engulfed in it.

Then I understood what I had to do.

I just swallowed myself in that option

A change is needed.

I need to cut it.

I have to remove it.

All of it.

Q-U-I-C-K-L-Y.

Q-u-i-e-t-l-y.

I need to take a leap of faith.

It has to work.

It has to.

That's how I'll

M-o-v-e F-o-r-w-a-r-d!