Sometimes I hate myself.
Sometimes I just need to explode.
This week it happened.
My head exploded.
My thoughts just kept telling me that I reached my limit.
No one can stand this for long.
I know I couldn't.
I'm not a machine that can suppress.
My worries just went on rampage and my fears were released.
I didn't had the time to stop it.
I needed it.
I didn't realized I was already engulfed in it.
Then I understood what I had to do.
I just swallowed myself in that option
A change is needed.
I need to cut it.
I have to remove it.
All of it.
I need to take a leap of faith.
It has to work.
It has to.
That's how I'll